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So today I went to the Dr for a complete physical ... it was time! No biggie, I go thru this every year! But damn if I find out that I gained 5lbs! I could have screamed. I should have screamed!
I have been doing everything right (or so I thought) and gained weight!
My day was just shot! I feel like all that work for nothing and damn the cardio and or whatever else right now!
So when I left the Dr's office, I was tempted to go to McDonald's but couldn't pull into their drive-thru. I instead I came home and made a salad! Damn this stuff is getting to me! I want a steak with some roasted red potatoes. I want some suga water and Turtle Soup ice cream frm Ben & Jerry's. I want a tuna sandwhich with extra mayo and some Ruffles Sour Cream and Cheddar potato chips. Damnit I want to eat ... all the stuff that brought me to this weight!
But fucc it ... I am going to work the 5lbs off and try for more!
I am just too cute to have this weight hangin' on! Or at least that is what I keep telling myself. Maybe I should just accept it.
Maybe I should kiss these extra rolls and accept that my kitty cat will remain hidden!

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I guess the high light of my day is that my houseguest have one more day to before she leaves ... just one more day! Gosh time flew but not fast enough ... but time is still ticking!

tic toc tic toc ...