So I am sitting here and needing to be @ school. I am up dressed and even have my keys in my hand and still haven't left the house. I don't imagine that I will. I think instead I will catch on my reading, catch up on some z's and even wash a load or two of laundry.

I have been spending a little more time with my girls lately and getting involved in their lives. Spending less time with the TV. I have even stepped up my workouts to 4 times weekly for an hour each time. I am trying to go for 5 but in time, all in time. It's becoming easier to go workout and even more easier now that my pants fell a lil different on. Now, I won't weigh myself, I am sure that I will be discouraged. The numbers will reflect my hard work in time!
U know before I started working out, I did what they say you should and I went to the Dr.

*like she would have a problem with me loosing a pound or 75*

So she ask me how much I am trying to loose, well I really don't have a number for that. I guess what I want to do is loose enough to be able to where a belt again, and not an oversized one. I want to loose enough as to when I am in a mirror I don't have to lift, move and/or shove body parts out of the way to see little kitty cat! I want to stand in the mirror and see ALL of me!

I will stand in the mirror and see all of me!
In time, everything in time!

I have been doing all cardio, I know that is wron and I have to lift weights also. It's just that I get intimidated by those machines. I am waiting to talk to a friend of mine whom I know will go with me, show me a few things and take the fear out of the unknown.

Y do folks feel the needs to buy my little girl white dolls? I am not the most active pro-black person but I have NEVER purchased my daughters a white doll!
NEVER!
It's bad enough that little black girls self esteem can sometimes be low because there arne't enough roll models that reflect them. Their play should reflect them ... well I guess as long as I can help it, my daughters will see a positive reflection of them!

Well, I will stop fussin and go find something to get into ... like go to the DMV! Damn, I should have went to class!